'brokenly insane'

About

I am a daughter, a sister, a grand daughter, a niece, a cousin, a FRIEND.
I am a partner, a student, a young girl and a GROWN WOMAN.
I am confident and SCARED, TERRIFIED and excited.
I am loving and CARING and thoughtful and HOPEFUL.
I am sick and TIRED.
I am SHY and friendly, and careful and CARELESS.
I am BROKEN and whole.
I am MISUNDERSTOOD, misguided, and mislead.
I am HARDWORKING and determined, but a little scared on the inside.
I wish on STARS and dream my dreams.
I pray to god and CRY my tears.
I smile on the outside, while i'm DYING on the inside.
I listen to others who won't listen to me.
I walk on eggshells, and i walk on fire.
I believe in passion but not TRUE LOVE.
I love you and i push you away..
I want you but not so close.
I am EVERYTHING and nothing all at once..
and all i want is for you to love me..

I’m the girl who prefers one rose instead of a dozen. I’m the girl who would rather stay in on a friday night than go to a wild party with random strangers. I’m the girl who wouldn’t make you wait on her hand and foot, but would do anything to make you happy. I’m the girl who would enjoy having a movie night rather than going to some fancy restaurant. I’m the girl who would rather stay up all night sharing secrets than going out and getting drunk. I’m the girl who won’t make you hold my bag, but would rather hold your hand instead. I’m the girl who will love you more than anyone can possibly dream of. I’m the girl who would give the world to see you smile ヅ

i don't suffer from insanity
i enjoy every minute of it.